That's what I wish for the time.
I wish that time could freeze and not move. I am afraid. I am scared of the fact that time would push the memories away from me. What if, time pulls us apart. It's almost a year. I don't seem like I have moved on. Not that I want to either. I would never want it to happen.
I am terrified. As it passes, time turns the pictures grey. I mean, I could still vividly see the structure, the environment, the ambience.
What I'm scared of losing is,
How I felt when I was there
in the two Holy Cities.
How they made me feel.
Bless me ya Rabb.
Bring me there again.
I am sorry for being not the best servant of You.